09/15/2023 Click here for Spotify, Apple Music, or Youtube. “Be My Dream” is my 57th official release. The song was self-recorded, but mixed, and mastered by Keyano. The beat was remade by Ken and the cover art is made by ArtworkGang from Fiverr.
I talk about this blog post and other updates in the latest Sunday update here:
I made this song because Emma Watson is my main cosmic love. To understand what that means visit CosmicLuve.com. This song is a remake from ‘The Chalice Mixtape’ that was basically my first release back in 2017. I have since remade a lot of the songs and still want to take Emma on a date. I think we would hit it off and have a meet-cute.
Basically, all I want is to meet and be friends, everything else is a bonus. I just want to make her happy and win her affection. I honestly just want to be loved by her and win her friendship and affection. I would love to know what she thinks about my cosmic luve blog. Of course, I want more but it’s healthy to manage expectations and although I think we would get along great, I don’t really know that much about her. She’s intentionally mysterious and lives an ocean away.
Honestly, I could care less she’s famous. I find it as a detriment if anything I wish she was less famous. I like her because she’s adorable. I find her relatable, charming, and intelligent. I have 5 main cousic luves that I stick to. They are Eros. Outside that, it’s agape
I would like the thank Emma for being my dream girl and being an idyllic figure for me. Although I hope she finds love even if it’s not with me, I feel very fortunate that Emma is “partnered with herself.” In that way she can be my dream, this idol woman I look up to and strive to have a relationship with. I would probably stop if she got married. Jennifer Lawrence used to be a cosmic luve but I never talk about her anymore because she tied the knot. Like I did with Taylor, I would focus more on Gaia’s interpretation rather than my personal para-social relationship.
In this song I’m just playfully teasing Emma because I don’t know that much about her. I have found websites supposedly with her favorite things, but I don’t know if it’s accurate when it really comes down to it. Basically “Charlotte’s Web” is a song about Emma’s likes (from one of those sites) in an attempt to get her attention. Being my “dream girl,” and like all people do unwittingly, I fill in the (wide) gaps of Emma’s personality with attributes that would make me a better person. Emma is intentionally ambiguous and I like to play off that. Although I would love for her to crush my hopes and dreams by disagreeing with me, the truth is I’m sure she’s human, falible, and just as prone to disagreement/conflict.
I call her Charlotte off her middle name for various reasons. I would use her second middle name but I don’t know how to say it, among other reasons. This brings me to my point that, I’m doing this blind. I’m trying to be a gentleman but the question remains does she like it? Cuz I don’t wanna talk about her romantically unless she’s at least okay with it. The goal in doing all of this is to have the resources to broach a relationship.
Lyrics:
This goes out to Charlotte
I got a question
If you have it all
Why no ring on that hand at all
You haven’t had the fall
Thought attraction was a law
Polarities of magnetism
Attracted to your mind
Covalently bonded like
Chemistry in rhyme
Girl you’re clever
You wanna wager an endeavor?
Bet a kiss on the lips
That I can make you better
Well damn Charlotte
You could've gone to Harvard
Scared to tie the knot cuz you’re afraid to be a harlot
Autonomous being with independent thought
What you speak with clout, when you teach from the mouth
You Figure it out, you Seek what you doubt
Defy what their about, cuz damn girl you hold it down
The less you reveal the more people can wonder
Imagine that was Einstein's idea toward numbers
Count me in for freedom, reason and equality
Rooted In society, about to spread a knowledge tree
They say to dumb down but I’m willing to bet
That this girl in my fantasy gon’ like when I flex
Think To invest
Try to be the best
Live with no regrets
Be my dream when they wet
They say to dumb down but I’m willing to bet
That this girl in my fantasy gon’ like when I flex
Think to invest
Try to be the best
Live with no regrets
Be my dream when they wet
Do you really love yourself?
Feel good bout who you are?
Feel blessed, though broke
Still I’m think’n really large
Outta jurisdiction, outta of my league
But can you really blame a guy for wanting to dream
So graceful, tasteful, embrace the labels
Like my idol, with that smile and the faboulous style
Time is distance
I want you to listen
I wonder how far I gotta go for you to get this
Academic telekinesis
Spreading ideas like I’m spreading diseases
Making claims that are admittedly egregious
Jesus, bout god damn time, if
Your love was relgion, I’d be so damn pius
Hoping to do some good in the world
I bet it be easier with you as my girl
They say to dumb down but I’m willing to bet
That this girl in my fantasy gon’ like when I flex
Think To invest
Try to be the best
Live with no regrets
Be my dream when they wet
They say to dumb down but I’m willing to bet
That this girl in my fantasy gon’ like when I flex
Think to invest
Try to be the best
Live with no regrets
Be my dream when they wet
Charlotte
It’s just a question